♥it dangles there
Sunday, June 24, 2007
waves of nostalgia seemed to hit me real hard.it seems like the memories that i hold dear was never important.
i thought you're gone forever.
but no, you're just hidden deep inside my heart.
and i just dont understand how a pair of warm hands could never ever match up to a mere image of yours.
perhaps its this shadow of you that i'll never be able to erase.
Posted by faintheart at 11:07 PM
♥yes its completed
Saturday, June 23, 2007
yesterday was my last day at work. im really appreciative of what some of my colleagues have done for me on my last day because its so sweet of them. the lady - agnes which i have 'special feelings' for ordered pizza for me cos its my last day! and its nice that ivan (one of the company's director) paid for all the pizza. but i saw that nobody really enjoyed the pizzas except koo (my 'ex' boss) cos they all had full lunch. koo is really funny cos he's like eating and eating! i must agree that the pizzas and chicken wings tasted fairly nice.(though i'll still prefer pizza hut's)
so after lunch, koo suddenly showed me his laptop and his playlist. yeah the songs are a tad backdated (i saw this album dated 1988!) but i managed to scavenge a few nice ones! not too bad! some kenny g, shania twain and leeann rimmes. but more than just the songs, i appreciated koo's niceness towards me for the last time. afterall, he's my boss and i'll definitely feel alot more closer towards him compared to the other people in the office.yep and my second boss is actually kenny! too bad i didnt get to take a picture with him because he went off quite early. damn! i should've took pictures with people during lunch! anyway he's an ex steward and is 39 years old. you can see that he's rather handsome during his younger days (air steward can!) but due to his constant smoking, his looks kinda deteriorated. you can see how 'shameless' his is when he calls himself gorgeous kenny! haha..
and last but not least, the one i'm always helping is sab! all my complains about tax and IRAS, its all because of her! seems like all im doing is tax tax and tax.. but working with her has been a pleasure, for she is so witty and funny and always coming up with all the nonsense with the contract managers and wendy! i always have a good laugh when im with her and some other people like kenny and koo! i hope her pregnancy will go smoothly and that she'll have a healthy baby boy! she's cute aint she? with that flower and all. prior to this shot she was like taking a mirror out from her drawer and arranging her tudong. damn funny!
ma'am jean! HR manager. her little moments and her constant referral of the workers as her 'MEN' is so memorable!
Doris! always taking the same bus with her to work! there was once where we both were late for 45 mins! damn that bus 22! always so crowded. haha.
koo, me, ma'am jean and agnes! according to agnes, its some photo to show that we're working.
the ladies in the office. not all though! some left early! anyway the lady in the same shade of green as me is tina and the one beside her is weiling, his mum's PA. i'll miss weiling's voice cos its so singsong like and chirpy!
well, that sums up my last day of work. and im looking forward to more slacking days!
Posted by faintheart at 1:29 AM
♥so near yet so far
Thursday, June 21, 2007
2nd last day of work.yes i am god damn happy.
no more irritating phone calls to the same ol' question being asked.
no more 'papers stacked to the height of mount everest' in sight.
no more waking up in the morning to broad daylight when you're supposed to wake up when its dark.
no more running after the bus to go to work and to end work.
no more facing those stupid guys who ogle at what every women has - boobs.
and the list goes on.
heh it just ended there cos i didnt want to sound like i was so gleeful over the ending of my job. afterall, i still have approximately 9 more hours of work to go through. lets hope tomorrow will be great. i pray kenny doesnt get the timesheets back, and i pray that IRAS isnt gonna send any tax assessment, that the postman gets stuck on the highway, and that the phone lines miraculously snaps..
ok shut up!
its only the 2nd last day..
2nd last day!!!!!
ok someone slap me pretty please!
Posted by faintheart at 1:56 PM
♥this ending is complete
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
with the ending of my stint at boyfriend's mum's company, i've concluded that farewells are easy to bid. it has happened for sentosa and now, im experiencing the cycle all over again. its the unfamiliar feeling that is so familiar. its as though i've been through it all my life. blame it on my poor networking and communication skills. perhaps i work better in a place where there are 'no strings attached'. then again, what was sentosa supposed to mean?no farewell dinners, no fond memories and no lasting relationships established.
that's why this ending is complete; totally bond free..
Posted by faintheart at 4:31 PM
♥
Monday, June 18, 2007
back from japan! yes it has been one exhilarating trip! and photos have been all uploaded. shall update a post on the trip some other day. haha yes im darn lazy.so the past few days i've been shopping and shopping and shopping! all the way from japan to singapore, i've been shopping! haha.. just yesterday i think i spent like $100 plus on clothes..
2 la senza bras ;)
1 pair of giordano jeans
1 topshop tube.
and i've more to come!
gonna meet vera today to go to bugis village to see if there are any stuff to buy. i wanna get a bag for school. a big sling bag that can fit all the barang barang. lol. and i wanna buy more tees to wear to school! maybe a pair of slippers would do fine too cos i cant just wear my one-and-only pair of flats for the rest of the year. i realised that most of the time i spend an awfully long time looking for a pair of decent pumps to wear but when it comes to heels, im more impulsive.. if its nice, i'll buy. and i have 3 pairs of heels that i've only worn for less than 5 times! i guess i must start controlling my spending. its really scary to think that my account balance almost hit rock bottom on a few occasions. and when you dont know that you've overspent, its so humiliating to have your NETS transaction declined.. =/ it happened to me once and its so PAISEH! gonna maintain a 'healthy' level of $100 in my acc..
anyway, something really funny happened to me on saturday. haha some person from a modeling agency actually gave me his namecard. one look at it and you'll know that its a scam. A SCAM!! that person is totally blind man! haha.. me? model? you must be kidding. heh! maybe i should go down to that agency and see how it looks like and if its some dirty shady place, we can report it to the authorities. lol! bra was like asking me if i wanna go down for fun.. haha.
and university is a bitch.
Posted by faintheart at 12:19 PM
♥konichiwa!
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
hey! greetings from japan! heh finally got internet connection at the hotel im staying! toyohashi! haha god knows where this place is man. its some small town we arrived at after taking the bullet train. rather interesting trip so far! the best thing that has happened is that there arent any of those shops the tour guide brings you to buy stuff and that they earn commission at the same time. im loving almost every place i've been to and i totally enjoy this trip! seems like i got alot of stuff for other ppl but rather little for myself. presents! i must get something for myself! haha. i missed a chance to get the mochi chocolate. so im gonna find it somehow!i really like japan alot! i can foresee myself coming back another time.. haha.. i dont wanna go home you know! sorry baby i really miss ya but i love this place. the weather is so so nice! and the people are just so polite and nice.
haha so till then, see you guys!
ps: stef! hope you're reading this! remember our date with the guys on saturday! i've got presents for you all!!
Posted by faintheart at 8:37 PM
♥
Saturday, June 09, 2007
my much needed break, IS FINALLY HERE!!!tomorrow, i'll be on my way on a jet plane to the land of cute hunks!
wheeee!
virgin trip to japan yea!
cant wait!
and i only have less than 4 hours of sleep cos i gotta be at the airport at 6am. madness right!
so adil, till 1 week later..
Posted by faintheart at 12:35 AM
♥whirlpool
Wednesday, June 06, 2007
my mind has always been one. dont ask me why. is it because i think too much or what? more often, problems that have occurred are usually self inflicted. and i never seem to be able to stop this cycle from occuring. i have this problem with my character. and you know that its hard to change a person's character overnight. overtime, yes. overnight, absolutely no. well when that happens you know that your friend has something wrong with her brain there.to add on all these baggage i've been carrying for a long long time, i have workers 'harassing' me before and after work. its a big bother to me. they just keep waving at me and god knows whether deep down inside they're sneering at me or just oogling at something called boobs. i hate this. yeah i should not be bothered by them and i just dont have to look at them! but at the back of your mind you know that these guys are watching you and you try your best to pretend not to look at them but you just did. lucky thing im gonna leave the company soon. heh.
everything i see now is irritating me. and i dont know why i'm like this now. im so easily irritated and annoyed. something is really wrong with me. and to top that up, nobody believes me.
Posted by faintheart at 8:37 AM
♥this kinda sucks
hi people!
i'll be shifting to a new blog.. preferably lj..
heh stef i think its gonna be tough on ya cos lj doesnt really hv tagboards.. they have the comment system.. well but who knows, maybe i'll shift back to xanga but lj is the preferred choice now.. :)
anyway i'm shifting cos blogger is a bitch now. i cant see the new layout on any of my coms! my coms being the office one and the home one. so no point right. hopefully lj would recover cos i also hv problems posting there.
arghh.
perils of technology.
Posted by faintheart at 8:36 AM
♥because i love green
Sunday, June 03, 2007
stef said that she's too lazy to tag cos the damn button for the tagboard is so hard to press! haha im just twisting her words here! but the first half of the sentence is indeed true.. right stef! heh.. so tada the more simple layout is here.. havent really thought of what to add cos my pc is down for almost 2 weeks and i being a totally computer idiot have no idea what to do to revive it. and all my pictures and my photoshop stuff are in my pc. hope my dad wont kill me cos his data is also inside. yes he'll do anything to revive computer darling! heh he actually did it the previous time. this pc of mine has died too many times on me. perhaps its just the viruses i attract. ok wtf i should've done ad-aware (or ad-ware?).ok now that this layout's more SIMPLIFIED, stef please tag! haha!