♥wishlist!
Monday, January 29, 2007
omgomgomgomg!shhhh..
ihavecravingsforforever21stuff!
omgggg!
forever21 clutch;
forever21 green top;
white kimono top;
nice heels;
and super hot looking top (wherever it may be) to wear on bra's birthday!
and im going on a shopping 'spree' with kerwin on wed followed by dinner with the gang!
C-A-N-'-T W-A-I-T!
i wish work would pass faster tmr!
but im at bloody beach station can..
urghsss!
Posted by faintheart at 11:29 PM
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Sunday, January 28, 2007
woah i havent updated in like a week?
really,
this week had been a whirlpool of things all mixed up together.
affairs of the heart and work.
they make my mind spin.
i had a freaking migraine on wed! my head was like gonna burst any moment.
i hate to work and i love my off days.
but my off days have to be spent slacking at home cos everyone else is working.
ohwells..
gonna just endure for a month and bye!!!
im gonna look for an admin job which is nearer so i can save money on transport.
$3 a day for transport is no joke..
hmmm so today is melvin's last day.
he's my colleague.
haha.
and he's one freaking stupid bastard!
irritating the hell outta people!
like in half an hour he can make you kowtow to him.
lol!
and we have a new friend called shaggy!
scooby doo's owner!
haha.
keith!
so fun to see his reaction when i call him shaggy!
this is melvin.
and this is melvin and nicholas!
this is riyah.. 
and nani!
haha seriously i kinda like the people there.
but nasty guests?
nope..
Posted by faintheart at 10:27 PM
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Monday, January 22, 2007
one moment you're so angry with me,and after a while you're somewhat okay with me.
after that dispute you're angry and irritated and you tell me that its partly because of me.
now, you're suddenly so nice and rather chirpy like your own self.
someone tell me how i should react.
Posted by faintheart at 11:59 PM
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Friday, January 19, 2007
just one question.why do parents behave like they have never been young?
or is it that such a thing that occurred decades ago has vanished and evaporated into thin air as the years go by?
why do people live by the day making others feel miserable because they feel the same?
dont they understand?
why as parents, we owe them our lives?
why is life so fragile?
i just dont understand.
if we could all live on a superficial level, with smiles for one another, wouldnt it be a better life to lead?
there wouldn't be all the controversies, lies, and hatred for one another.
i guess no matter how much i force myself to believe that everyone depends on other people for something, i'll wind up believing that we still end up in solitude.
because we come by ourselves, and we leave the same way, alone.
Posted by faintheart at 9:16 PM
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Tuesday, January 16, 2007
hey baby!im crazy!
yes i rhymes!
for no apparant reason i called everyone baby! hey darl dont be jealous k.. alright today onwards i'll call everyone babeh and i'll call darl baby!
im really missing out on alot of sashimi recently.
ouch!
cravings call!
but gotta work that fats off for CNY..
bleeeehhh
yet again i have pimples growing on my nose..
WHY NOSE OF ALL PLACES!!
hmm i think its coming.. cos everytime it comes i have a bloddy pimple on my nose which grows big and round!
right..
yes i hate it!
*ferociously applying pimple cream on my nose*..
Posted by faintheart at 10:36 PM
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Monday, January 15, 2007
if i say that my life is perfect, i'll be lying.if i say that my life consist of the greatest unfairness ever existed, i'll say that its true.
well sometimes i just like to type such posts.
filled with anonymity. (if this word ever exists though)
i would like to put a full stop to whatever i hate and dislike, if i ever could
Posted by faintheart at 8:38 PM
♥man it hurts.. :'(
Sunday, January 14, 2007
at first it was purplish blue..now its blueish yellow!
and its starting to hurt me..
like..
really hurt me!
to make things worse,
its spreading..
there's this numbing pain..
i dont even know how to describe it.
i feel that my left buttcheek is numbing with pain.
damn that stupid fall down half a flight of stairs.
damnnit!
damn that rain!
damnnit!
how do i sleep when im so disturb by that pain!
it just keeps controlling me.
damn that stupid bruise!
Posted by faintheart at 10:53 PM
♥oooohh how nice to see the 'sunshine'!
long awaited break from work!Y-E-S!
its been a week since i last started work and it sure felt like a decade to me!
i love working on saturdays cos there are sooo many cute babies and toddlers on the loose! haha!
they sure ignited the 'fiona's fetish for baby boys'!
baby boys, just tooo adorable can!!
this jap toddler. i swear he's no more than 2. so small and cute and cuddly!
he kept going out of the door and i had to go outside and carry him inside and he kept going outside again!
so small and smell so nice! ahhh babies smell nice dont they?
oh shit! i should stop this la..
jas would envy me if i go on.
HAHA!
i'll enjoy my break till wed to the fullest man! then its hardcore work again when the sentosa express is up tmr. BOOOO
Posted by faintheart at 7:07 PM
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Thursday, January 11, 2007
currently i'm in this love-hate situation with my job.love?
colleagues are super nice! can chat with them like anytime! job's super slack, just stone and answer guest's queries.
hate!
the pay is somewhat low! i hate to just sit there and stone. i wanna walk around! i dont mind getting leg sores rather than butt sores! i want a moving job not a stationary job! yucks. that alone is enough to override all the love points.
i have this sudden outburst of emotions over my job. why me! why me at the info counter! i really really hate that place. HATE ok!
fuck it..
worse come to worse, i'll find another job. period.
Posted by faintheart at 9:51 PM
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Monday, January 08, 2007
i've started borrowing books from the library again.i love reading! i'll get lost in those fantasy world of words and i'll feel empty whenever i finish reading a book.
well
another world opens up with a new book read right?
so currently, im reading tuesdays with morrie.
its really a good read!
i've learnt quite alot from the simple story.
somehow people around me are getting emotional.
is this a disease or something?
i know i'm kinda emo but im not showing it.
definitely not at work.
its hard cos you're somehow wearing a mask.
how ironic to smile when you dont wanna smile.
i think next time i shall wear an expressionless mask.
cool.
so tired from work.
time to bathe and sleep.
cos tmr is another tiring day!
Posted by faintheart at 10:58 PM
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Sunday, January 07, 2007
a decision to make.to keep or to break.
now's the time to wait
Posted by faintheart at 10:05 PM
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Saturday, January 06, 2007
sometimes i wish i had a permanent outlet, somewhere where i could actually vent everything out. it need not be a person, it can also be an object. maybe an anonymous person online can be my solace.. but weirdly, no one i wanna talk to badly is online! save CCG but i have nth to talk at all.. come to think of it, its kinda sad..somehow i want answers to my questions. i dont have those answers. just who will be able to enlighten me?
Posted by faintheart at 12:45 AM
♥1st day at sentosa :)
Wednesday, January 03, 2007
hella great!took free rides and free admissions!
went to the
carlsberg sky tower!!
merlion,
fort siloso (haha got a cute guy there!),
images of singapore (even more cute guys there!!!)
and the animal show! (there's a guy there who's super funny! i kept laughing at him throughout the whole show! he's like mr bean no 2!)
hey!
i even took the sentosa express even when its not open for public ok!!!
the uncle driving the tram was super cute! haha..
people there were super friendly.
i might stay even the pay sucks.
that is if they want me la!
i really hope so!
tmr's gonna be a boring day!
modules and stuff..
BORING!
haha..
nvm i have my cool new friends!
they're lovely!
i even have a girl with the same birthday as me and that we're born in the same hospital! cool!
well thats all for today.
gonna rest and maybe after training shall go down to chinatown to get some nice buckles if i can find any!
Posted by faintheart at 11:05 PM
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Tuesday, January 02, 2007
happy new year was great!messaged many people but the connection was super slow! my dad said that my mum only received the message i sent at 1am. but i sent it at 12 plus! hmm im sure everyone had that problem huh?
dinner was at eastcoast and we actually walked from parkway parade all the way to seafood centre! gosh that dist was super far! anyway we got there and bra made a reservation at long beach restaurant. seeing the crowd and the state of the restaurant (rather uncle-auntie family kind) we forgo the reservation and went in search of this restaurant called big fish. heard that the food there is quite nice but couldnt find it. in the end we settled for this place called ski360! its this place near the cable ski. food was so so la but the ambience was not bad.. haha had chinese food and i absolutely love those vege with the mushroom. you know those ppl serve at wedding dinners? haha i love those kinda vege. i love cabbage as well. the more cooked the cabbage is, the nicer!! so we hung out around ecp before heading down to marina to watch the fireworks. shall upload the vid of the fireworks soon! its super nice! thankfully we got a rather good spot outside some restaurant below marina sq. i think its directly underneath the foodcourt. the fireworks looked as if they were falling onto me! that kind of feeling is really undescribable.. felt rather touched. dont know why either.
so after watching the fireworks, me and bra went to play arcade with rachel and her bf. haha rather fun but we kept losing to them in this 'bishi bashi' alike game! they're really good at arcade games! but the arcade was closing so we left the place. initially wanted to go home already but felt like drinking. so headed down to 7-11 to get drinks and cup noodles and walked over to esplanade and sat down to eat the stuff with bra. was totally cool and nice and sweeeettt! reached home at 4plus. haha..
so slacked at home on NY and caught up with dramas i've missed on NYE!
today, went to ECP with vera barron and junhao to have fun! haha tried my hand at blading and i really think i sucked at it. fell down like 5 times and once on my butt! super pain la!!! and the other time i lost my balance and fell and hit vera's head. that fall left me sitting on the path like an idiot laughing my ass off! just couldnt control myself. barron's blades were damn smooth! smooth until i cant control myself at all and i dont even know how to brake! haha i think i looked like a joke cos i had 2 ppl holding my hands and another protecting me from the back so i cant fall. haha. i kept screaming and spilling profanities! mans.. ugly side of me totally exposed! haha. i think vera and barron need wrist massage cos i kept holding on to their hands like im gonna die if i dont do so. haha. anyway it was quite fun la. able to somehow blade a little! gonna try to learn again. must succeed!!
so tmr is training for the job at sentosa. feels like going back to school for some lecture! but beats going to school i guess.. haha.. damn! have to wake up like damn early! =/