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Friday, February 23, 2007
i am one of the few who stubornly refuses to change to the new blogger.it kinda reflects my personality;
stuborn.
and hey, i realised that short posts kinda rock.
cos they are so ambiguous and they make ppl who read feel ambiguous.
thats why anonymous is somewhat ambiguous..
Posted by faintheart at 9:59 PM
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i am one of the few who stubornly refuses to change to the new blogger.it kinda reflects my personality;
stuborn.
and hey, i realised that short posts kinda rock.
cos they are so ambiguous and they make ppl who read feel ambiguous.
thats why anonymous is somewhat ambiguous..
Posted by faintheart at 9:59 PM
♥when singing is the greatest solace
Saturday, February 17, 2007
had a super fun day out with jh, barron, shulin and vera!well some stuff happened before that and i was feeling super lousy about that but nevermind! its over! i think i'm pretty good at moodswings. perhaps its my forte but i just didnt realise that before. hurr hurr.. anyway, im super lazy to resize the pics so i've decided to put them in collages. haha its remedy for the super lazy!
so we went to marina sq's kbox and there's buffet as well! so cool! the food was substandard and i think i ate the most! first time i didnt finish my drink there cos i guess i was busy eating and hearing shulin singing which is a pleasure to the ears! so while they were busy singing me and vera were busy camwhoring! the two guys' singing can bring the 'un'sexy back! lol!
was super tired at the end. but had great fun! lovely pictures we took. everything was just great. we made vera sing in the end! and its pretty good you know vera! quite touching. thats mission accomplished!
Posted by faintheart at 8:35 PM
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Friday, February 16, 2007
when he is willing to spend such money on you, you're certain of one thing.
he LOVES you!!!!!
and yes, im loved.. :)
Posted by faintheart at 11:56 PM
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Tuesday, February 13, 2007
just shut the fuck up..really..
i need peace and quietness.
anywhere will do fine..
just dont come and talk to me.
i'll bite..
Posted by faintheart at 9:39 PM
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Monday, February 12, 2007
hmm i should do something to revive my blog.but i simply dont know how to!
blogging kind of gets me on my nerves cos i dont want to keep writing about work and you know work is super 'sian'.. maybe occasionally meeting colleages at the pantry for lunch is considered fun but overall, its a bore! to justify that i almost fell asleep during work. a monday morning, how many people can there be! zzzz monster attacked me.. nothing much i could do about that..
and cny is just this weekend! i havent got my pants yet! contemplating to buy a pair of crop pants from FOX.. hell its $43 bucks! but fits well.. i dont know! i wanna get a pair of jeans as well!! how how how?? i only have $50 to spare and i havent got my necklace yet!!!
anyway, im gonna just work on sundays for sentosa. oh hell i think im gonna get posted to beach station and i seriously hate working there.. period.
ok i've lost the mood to blog anyway. no nice pics for me to post! been kinda shagged lately.. o.o
Posted by faintheart at 9:42 PM
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Thursday, February 08, 2007
im not sure if i've done enough..i must have been lousy at my job and caused everything that has happened to be like that.
i tried my best, i really did.
perhaps it just wasnt enough.
hopefully it's just that.
i've tried my best,
we had tried our best.
why didnt you just acknowledge that?
is it in your nature to just dismiss that, and concentrate on the negative side of our character?
why push the blame to us when none of us were at fault?
why vent the anger on us when we're purely innocent?
why vent it on me?
why ME?
i've been a less perfect daughter, i admit.
i dont wash the clothes, and neither do i help you with your household chores.
all i did was change a channel cos my brother wanted to watch it and you just threw that remote control away.
perhaps the only damage to the remote control was a loosened battery.
all you have to do is just to fix the battery back and its working again.
maybe you didnt know that when you threw that remote control on the floor, you broke not my heart, but my faith in you..
my faith that you as a mother you would love us no matter what.
i want to shower you with all the love i can give you.
im not sure if you did.
i have my imperfections. very flawed ones.
you have as well.
why impose your imperfections on me.
and when we all show concern for a certain one,
you too dismiss all concerns.
i dont even know if you took it in.
you probably just fucking threw it away.
maybe it was a waste of breath talking to you, hoping that you'll be well..
you're a disappointment.
faith.
is that all we need?
or do we need a whole lot of adjetives to make us better?
i dont believe in myself anymore.
this home, just feels...
so cold..
too cold till i cant take it anymore.
Posted by faintheart at 10:21 PM
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Wednesday, February 07, 2007
horror horror horror!!!tmr's basic theory test for driving!
i am screwed cos i dont remember what the single and double yellow line's diff is..
and stupid vincent said only pigs cant pass btt..
so he's saying im a pig lahhh!!
grrrr..
anyway i had great fun today at sentosa, as a guest!
played the luge and i won bra!!
LOO GI!!!!
or
LOO GER!!!
haha.. inside joke!
gotta wake up early tmr to study!!!
Posted by faintheart at 11:10 PM
♥manhattan fish market!
Thursday, February 01, 2007
so me and kerwin went window shopping yesterday!
it was really window shopping except for me cos i bought something for baby's birthday..
haha!
hope he likes it!
anyway we had dinner with the gang at manhattan fish market!
the seafood platter was great!
but too oily and batter-ry
got sick of the food after the fish and the fries..
stef also got sick of her fish and chips.
it said on the menu light batter but hohoho!
STEF! HOW LIGHT IS IT? LOL!
me and kerwin shared one seafood platter for two.
and if u just add $4.90 u get soup of the day and a super big cup of drink! really damn big!
haha.. i think if me, vera and jas go there to eat we can just eat the seafood platter for 2.
but i prefer fish&co's seafood platter anytime cos the calamari rings are nicer and they have mussels.. if only the fish&co prawns can be changed to MFM's prawns..
then it would be perfect!
so we kinda just sat down at MFM talking and doing super silly things!
me and ker was like trying to get the lighting effect and the 'tunnel' effect.
den we were trying to get stef on 'candid camera' but she keeps using the placemat to cover her face! in the end, we all took pics of us holding the placemat!
will upload the pics i get hold of the pics! cos the two ppl take forever to send!!
sneak preview!
Posted by faintheart at 6:04 PM
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i've recently heard this song on cable.you know those kind of mtv which they play before a certain show starts?
yeah it is.
well i sorta wanted to change channel but the melody kinda caught my attention.
its by S.H.E.
i always thought that their songs were rather kiddish(if there's such a word) and kind of teenybooper-ish.. but somehow recently their songs seem to have matured alongside the girls. its less of those 'mei li xing shi jie' thing but more mellow and deep.
我们怎么了 kinda touched me. the melody and the lyrics.
落泪以前再看一眼
你模糊侧脸
这会不会是最后纪念
我凝视你而你凝视
窗外的阴天
一句抱歉都僵在嘴边
我搞不懂 我们到底怎么了
诚实的背后
是否住着伤口
我想不透 我们的爱怎么了
雨下过以后 是否
能让什么 复活
你的笑脸还在胸前
晃动着昨天
为何回忆会让人晕眩
如果我们继续向前走进雨里面
会不会有溶解的危险
我搞不懂 我们到底怎么了
诚实的背后 是否
住着伤口
我想不透 我们的爱怎么了
雨下过以后 是否
能让什么 复活
明明从前
连争执都很甜美
现在怎会 说句话就弄痛一边
我搞不懂 我们到底怎么了
诚实的背后
是否住着伤口
我想不透 我们的爱怎么了
雨下过以后 是否
能让什么 复活