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Sunday, April 29, 2007
just sent this guy off to the island of pristine beaches complete with five-star accomodation and with full facilities.. haha.. perhaps you all would be able to guess that location.. to quote his mum, "bryan is going for a holiday for two years!".. but i find that too long a holiday.. lets fast forward the 2 weeks alright!
and im pretty bored nowadays.. by work, by the mundane life im leading, by the monotony of everything.. even shopping cant really cheer me up even though i bought this really sweet looking dress for $25.. im so hard to please, seriously.. sometimes i dont know what i can do to make myself happy.. you see.. shopping isnt really therapeutic cos what if you see smth which u really really adore but the price is so nice until your eyes pop out.. a sumptuous meal is good for the stomach and for the mind but then again u have the money factor coming in and the feeling of guilt when u feel your tummy fully bloated.. talking to the boyfriend on the phone makes me feel loved but i am reminded of the fact that he cant talk for long and i have to wait for 24 hrs for the next call and that is a long long time!
all the negatives in my life.. they really suck.. esp the part where the bf is not by my side.. i dont think im coping well with it. im some spoilt girlfriend wanting attention from the boyfriend. and its only the beginning.. i really miss him..
BUT..
life still has to go on.. i'll wait like a silly idiot by the phone each day at 930pm.. that's life's pleasures for me from now on..
:)